My little diary, how mommy miss you so bad..

I'm so sorry that i haven't update you for so long.

Many things happened in my life now

so many ups and downs,

well..thats what they call LIFE

I admitted to this guy about how i like him so bad but it turned out to be a disaster

He makes me feel special, complimenting me all the time

tell me i'm hot, i'm beautiful, i'm awesome, and i'm a weirdo

well, guess what.. he choose his friends over me.

its my fault, i know.

admitted to my guy friends about me having a crush on Dane..

I thought i can trust boys but i was wrong.

I don't know how far he went to make me look like a bitch, a desperate one..

but Mr. Perfectionist, I'm not that kind of girl..

Please trust me, that was before we met..

I thought i can handle myself and be strong but i can't

I cried a lot..

by giving me 'after so much tears' as an excuse is not enough

maybe i shouldn't confess to him about me liking him.

That way, we all be happy.

I miss you, Mr. weirdo, Mr. Perfectionist, Mr. Brown-eyed

:'(