I'm so sorry that i haven't update you for so long.
Many things happened in my life now
so many ups and downs,
well..thats what they call LIFE
I admitted to this guy about how i like him so bad but it turned out to be a disaster
He makes me feel special, complimenting me all the time
tell me i'm hot, i'm beautiful, i'm awesome, and i'm a weirdo
well, guess what.. he choose his friends over me.
its my fault, i know.
admitted to my guy friends about me having a crush on Dane..
I thought i can trust boys but i was wrong.
I don't know how far he went to make me look like a bitch, a desperate one..
but Mr. Perfectionist, I'm not that kind of girl..
Please trust me, that was before we met..
I thought i can handle myself and be strong but i can't
I cried a lot..
by giving me 'after so much tears' as an excuse is not enough
maybe i shouldn't confess to him about me liking him.
That way, we all be happy.
I miss you, Mr. weirdo, Mr. Perfectionist, Mr. Brown-eyed
:'(
