My heart said YES but my surrounding said NO

 My amateur photo shoot

My MODALUCE Photo Shoot

My Amateur Photo Shoot #2

I always dream of being a model some day.. I tried so very hard but my family is not supporting.

What's wrong with being what you want to be?

My heart totally torn into pieces. I tried MODALUCE ( local photo studio, bridal shop), 

but up until now i gain no calls back.

Guess i'm not good enough, huh?

I also got a call from Glide Models but again, i have to travel

2 hours journey only for a try out.

If they like me, they'll offer me a year contract.

Should i go without my family's blessings?

*sigh* I don't know, its hard for me to do any decisions.

Should i just forget my dreams?

God, You know best..PLEASE show me the right path

:-(